VICTORIA bb's

2010-09-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO! Im so happy because i might organise a BBQ on my birthday. Okay, not on my birthday but on 28th. Oh, you sensitive, paranoid little thing. Tsktsk. HA! You must be thinking im writing about you right? Yay, i love my irritating friends. <3 thanks 1000 much.

YELLOYELLOWYELLOW!

2010-09-03T20:55:00.002+08:00

Hi! Im a yellow freak <:

2010-08-10T21:27:00.002+08:00

Hello, the movie "street dance" is really nice. For the upcoming movie "step up 3", Im gonna catch it no matter what :) and and, im bringing my cookie! Yay~ Okay, I know I'm very random. That's all~ Oh, and I wish those who took O level Chinese this year good luck!

2010-08-06T21:57:00.004+08:00

So many things happened these few days. With Liwen going back to china, can't seem to be happy. I hope things would go back to how it used to be; how we shared laughter, sadness and even small things like sharing secrets. I know, at a certain time, aft you've known each other for awhile, you would see flaws in them. Yea, but aft things are sorted out, i realised we cared each and every one of us till we feel really disappointed when one of us did smth wrong. It's actually all a misunderstanding. We shouldn't have hid things from each other. From the beginning, it was actually wrong to have kept quiet, to talk behind each other's back. Ytd, I was in misery. Today, I am glad I have true friends around me. I didn't know you cared so much, but Im happy you did and im happy that we really talked it out and wow! all of us cried when we talked about the past. Haha, okay. Let's put the past behind us, and strengthen our friendship. Cheers! :)

2010-08-03T02:56:00.001+08:00

Hello, I'm here to talk about my amazing weekend. Fri, which was 30th July, we had the Centennial Concert and I think it was fun.Haha. I think the school should have more concerts like this. Okay, my relatives from China came to singapore and our whole family organised a family outing to the sentosa and it was fantastic~ We went to the underwater world and Mt.Faber to take the cable car but in the end we only finished half the cable car trip because that relative of mine was too afraid to carry on the cable car trip as he was afraid of heights. It was like so damn wasted because one ticket cost $26 and therefore we had to take the monorail train(is that how i call it?) to Vivo and had our lunch there. Food republic is really a nice place but the staff's attitude there sucks. Seriously, the menu states "bundung" which is rose syrup in english but i pronounced it as Bundung and the staff corrected me and said :"miss, its bundong". Tsk! What if i happen to be a foreigner? Would he correct me? Ah well, forget it. I saw some coloured jellyfish and i thought it was really cute and I even took a video of them swimming. I had a blast with my family and my cousins are really adorable! I hope we can have more family trip :) Lastly, enjoy my cute cousins' pictures.

Okay, Im done aft so many hours!

2010-07-22T00:05:00.002+08:00

Almost everybody are two-faced. Blah. Really hate being two-faced too, Cass. Like you had said, we're really really being bad now. Okay, you live your life, i live mine. Shall stop all these nonsense :)
13th.

2010-07-04T22:57:00.001+08:00

I found this "story" at a random website and as i read, i had goosebumps.

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
-Moral of the story, cherish the ones before you :)

2010-07-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

Oh! It fits in my Blogskin. Haha. Been trying to fit the Mixpod thingy ._. & I love Adam Lambert. Don't judge him because he's a gay. Personally, I think he sings really well and he's talented :) Stupid cassy idiot. Why we keep quarrelling huh? Haha! Bi Yun ah, be careful next time because I won't be there to help you if you misplaced it again. Btw, happy birthday Xin Rong :D

2010-06-24T01:35:00.002+08:00

Hello! I want to talk about 2E'07's chalet. Luckily i went because i had a blast with Biyun, Leon, Yolee and Dennis? Haha. Too bad Cass was not there! I never thought of attending the chalet at first but i subsequently changed my mind. Luckily Biyun asked me who am i going with. I really had lots of fun today taking pctures and zi lian-ing all the way. Thanks to "photographer" Leon, our photos turn out quite fine. Haha. We also did silly poses like me standing behind Biyun posing as a "ghost". Haha. Biyun and Leon kept reprimanding themselves for not bringing a real camera. Just remember to bring a real camera next time! I just want to say, it's been awhile since I had so much fun. Thanks for the memorable day all of you gave me :D

For now, the pictures shall do the talking.

pardon Biyun's messy hair. Haha.

2010-06-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

Im so sorry for the lack of post. I've finally put aside my laziness and update this "dead" blog. And i've added a new song so please enjoy.
I really miss cass, wonder why she hasn't msg me yet. I've been going out alot, alot alot alot! Somebody help me please~ And btw, The movie "A team" is really nice :D

2010-05-18T21:08:00.003+08:00

Wassssup? A lot of things happened recently. Tsktsk. And you this selfish freak+flirt. Like this like that. Dont know how to describe you. Ah, nothing to else to blog. Tata~

2010-04-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

Hello. I finally have the mood to update :) this blog has officially been revived. "GRAB!" Haha. It's really de-stressing to play this programme~ Okay. Now friends are really important to me because they really bring colours to my life. For now, Im going to enjoy my Jack and Jill potato chip. Tata~ I hope Aaron ong remembers his promise.

Hope you realise what you are doing. :)

2010-03-04T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hello! I recently got to know this two songs which I know its already out long long time ago. Im so outdated. Haha. But i got really addicted to the songs. Now im having sore throat because of the sunday's prawn noodle. Walau! Irritating! And, because of sore throat, im having a hoarse voice. Im becoming a man! :D So today was sweet-giving time. And im having a difficult time to shout but i still managed to ans the question. Hahaha! We're so greedy! But, that guy beside me in hist class seems to be so sian all the time. Walau! Haha. Leon, dont so moody alr! I shall not say someone's "huai hua" in front of the person anymore or else 3 naggy people will say me again. Tsktsk. Oh ya, im really really jealous of my cat right now because my father is being real bias. He treats meow meow better than us. How can?!

2010-02-18T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hello! Im gonna talk about today. Today's topic is:"How Victoria spent her day". Haha. Im so lame. Went to school and first thing, called cass and it turns out that she never come to school today! Oh gosh. Haha. Jojo went to korea and now cass. Haha. I think Xr and me are the loneliest soul in the world. But I guess we spent the day by having fun. I think the time today is dreadfully slow! Suddenly there was Chem remedial which totally spoil our day yet again. Aft school, we went to the canteen and Xr and me was like acting some china slang and people were like looking at us thinking what the? Haha! Then while she eat, we were like commenting on people and she said why so many couples that are disgusting are together? Tsk! Aft that, went to help Mrs Gan. Okay! That's all. Am hungry right now. Gonna go eat now! Tata~

2010-02-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

I realised something today, I have been treating real good. Yea, but I guess you won't really appreciate it. I'm watching "You're beautiful" parody by 2pm. Haha! Tata~

2010-01-31T13:13:00.000+08:00

I am watching 2pm's "Tired of waiting" live now, thanks to that "wonderful" Jojo again. Tsk. Blah! I hope meow meow is adapting well to our house. I hope my parents are, too. But they don't seem to like her. Sigh. Hope they will change their views. But i prefer my dog better. Haha. That's all :D

2010-01-21T19:38:00.002+08:00

I really hate Jojo for showing me Yong Hwa's video and photos. I hate her. YONG HWA! HAHA :D

2010-01-17T00:36:00.001+08:00

Hello! Im finally blogging. Im blogging because i realised something. Im actually missing Mr Daniel. Yea, it's really weird. Haha. Just now, while I was packing my SS files, I remember how naughty we were when we was sec 3. We did not do most of his assignments. We would slp in his class, chit chat in his class, thinking that he is very idiotic and stuff. We will talk bad stuff about him, always thinking that he was very pervertic because he showed us some M18 shows. Haha. He was really a nice teacher but we did not appreciate him. We would sigh loudly whenever he steps in the class. We would say this and that but it's all bad stuff! We would dread see-ing him 3-4 times a week because he was our EL, HIST and SS teacher. We will always complain about how much we hate him and etc. When we need him to print us notes, we will tell him. When we don't need anything from him, we will put him aside. Haha, that's how bad we were. I remember how he always mood swings and shout at us and how he would be late for hist lesson because he was printing notes for us. Tsk. Now came Ms Ros. She's nothing compared to Mr Daniel, really.

2010-01-04T20:51:00.001+08:00

Hello! Am here to blog. First thing when i step into the school, got caught by Mr Woo(when there isn't any sunlight!) Tsk! Then Mr kang saw my hair colour and at least he didn't sabotage me :D Then we kept saying it was due to swimming that's why my hair become this colour. So ridiculous! Haha! Today don't even feel like school day. Its so bored and lame. Mr Daniel went to HQ and Mr Wong isn't our form teacher anymore. What's worse is that canteen doesn't sell much food right now! So much changes. Really hate all these arrangements. Most importantly, I'm beginning to hate the new principal and starting to love the old principal. Mon to Wed will be the days we hate the most as we will be dismissed at 2 25P.M. That sucks. I really miss sec 4 life. Just feel that everything isn't the same anymore. Still not used to it.. But at least I have cass! :D

2009-12-22T02:34:00.001+08:00

Yay! Changed new blogsong, totally love it! :D It's 2.34 now and I still can't get to slp. Damn!

2009-12-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

Yay! I got promoted! And, I'm glad most of my good friends got promoted especially leon except aaron ong. Damn sad. *sigh* Woah! Didnt expect leon to get promoted. *happy* Cass was so sad today. Cried the whole way through, damn heartbreaking to see her cry like that. But never mind, it's okay not to get first. I know it matters alot to you. But you must cherish what you have now and don't give up! Try harder next year and we will have our sandwich everday next year. Hope we can all still be in the same class :D

2009-12-15T11:58:00.000+08:00

I want my sis to be happy. Hope she can be on the track real soon. Be happy, jie!

He's not the only one around. Now what's more impt is family. I love my mummy :D

2009-12-14T20:14:00.001+08:00

I guess, all good things comes to an end? Ah poh sucks. Hais. Caused so much things ):

Oh, and in this world, some people aren't supposed to be trusted. Trust yourself and cherish someone who cherishes you. Finding someone you trust is hard.

2009-12-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

Hello! Its been dont know how many days since I last update! Today woke up at 4+ am and saw Cass msg and she said she was going to genting and that she wont buy me any presents! Tsk! How can? I told her to have fun without and we're going out aft she comes back from the damn genting! Yay! I wish I can meet bi every single day ): Nights! We only have 20 more days to enjoy ourselves. Make full use of it :D

2009-12-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

I'm so lazy to blog! Ahhh. Haha. Keep going out these few days. Need to stay at home already! I will miss cass(not) when she goes to genting. Just 2 more days and she's off! Have a safe trip alright? Bon voyage! Bring lotsa prezzie back for me! Yay!

2009-12-06T16:30:00.002+08:00

Just want to say, a bad birthday this year. ):

Birthday!

2009-12-01T11:20:00.000+08:00

Yo! Ytd went out to watch celebraate my birthday. Wanted to watch at dhoby ghaut but in the end went to vivo as we did not manage time well. Oh well, watched case 39 and went to play L4D 2 aft that. Woah, didn't play long because biyun got to go early. Aft everything, went to eat swensens. I won't order the mushroom soup EVER again. Haha!

Thanks for the prezzie! I love the watch especially <3 Thanks cass for the card and pillow. Thanks biyun for the one and only card. Thanks leon for treating me the whole day! Thanks aaron for the chocolate! Alfred still owes me one :D Thanks everyone <3

Fun day.

2009-11-23T13:16:00.001+08:00

Hey yooyo! Ytd went to watch "My girlfriend is an agent". Damn funnyyyyyy. Haha! All of us kept laughing. Havent seen a movie so hilarious for so long. Im really really sorry because i saw the timing wrongly and we had to rush down to tiong bahru and in the end we were early for about 1 hour. Sorry! Aft movie, we went to play LAN! Hahaha! Was really really fun! We played counter strike and L4D :D. Really enjoyed ytd very much. But i guess my sis didnt enjoy it as much as i did. Cheer up!

Bi, I want you to know that you aren't useless at all. You are really a great bf! I don't ask much from you. I only want you to be good to me. Thanks bi! :D

2009-11-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

Yoyo! Here to blog. Hmm, today went out with cassy idiot, biyun and my sis. Its been so long since i last seen cassy and biyun. Or is it just few days? Haha! I dont know laa. Really enjoyed myself today. Bought a dont-know-what-is-it-called brand bag and a levi's jeans. Cass was right. I was really happy with my new bag. Cass knows me best even though I hate her very much! Aft buying the bag and everything, Biyun and my sis had to go so they left us. The cass idiot damn rich! Bought sk-II for her mummy! So what? Im not jealous! HAHA! So lame! Aft buying, we went to changi and ate nasi lemak! AND I STILL HAVE TO TREAT HER! WALAU! I dont care! Next time is your turn! Aft eating, parents came and spoiled my mood. TSK! Never mind.. Shall not talk about it. Aft that, Homeeeyy! Okay! Thats all. Byeeee!

2009-11-18T00:43:00.001+08:00

I damn hate cass can?! You are seeking attention not me! I hate you! WHAT XMAS?! Not even my bday you cannot think of xmas! Hahaha! Im more important than xmas okay! You sucks!

12 more days peeps!

I hope you will call me everyday like you used to.

2009-11-17T00:05:00.001+08:00

13 more days! :D

2009-11-15T23:59:00.001+08:00

14 more dayssssss! *happy happy*

2009-11-13T00:23:00.001+08:00

I guess everything is back to normal again. Im glad we sorted out and everything is fine now. I think I should thank ben yeo! Hahaha! Thanks, even though I know you wont get to see this. But anws, glad that you know who to trust and who not to. Shhhh! Lets keep it to ourselves. Haha. So that's all. Byeeeee!

Happy 15 months bi! I love you :D

2009-11-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

I dont know what happened today. We didnt talk at all, we're like total strangers. I wonder why we are not as close as before. Am I really so resentful? ): I really hope we can find one day and sort things out. Hope we're still friends.

BBQ.

2009-11-05T00:06:00.007+08:00

Hello! Am here to blog about what happened at the bbq. It was quite fun actually. But I didn't want to stay cos there was no place to sleep. But I think everyone is better off without me :D Haha, sorry Cass. Anyways, Cass also don't need me, she got samson and she said she is FINE ALONE. In the end, I went home with Bi yun and Zoe. When we were at the bus stop, we wanted to take 53 but me and zoe were like "what about Bi yun?" so in the end, we took 81 and the 3 of us parted at a bus stop and went home! Yay, went home and sleep unlike someone who had to stay up all night! Haha! Eyes red red so what?! Body ache so what?! Yucks! Cass stupid idiot, I slept till 1+ pm today! Jealous?! I know you are! I HATE YOU! Lets go eat nasi tomorrow! Yay! If you cannot go, I smack your butty!

I know the photos are little, but most of the photos are with Jia hao. Shall upload more photos tomorrow :D Nights peeps.

Bi, 8 more days to 15 months! :D

REALISTIC!

2009-11-03T00:30:00.002+08:00

Now, I realised that everyone is changing, for the bad i guess. Ah poh, whom used to be so sweet to my sis is changing now. Leon lim and cass has changed. Cass's not on my side anymore ): She would used to acc me this acc me that. Now she go for the majority. At first she said she wont stay overnight, then now? She changed her mind. Made me so fed up. But never mind, I can go home with biyun :D Why can't everyone just keep their own promises? Is it really so hard?

Cheer up.

2009-10-31T00:07:00.002+08:00

Hello! I'm updating because of someone sad right now. Dont be touched when you saw this post :D Chua bibi! Haha, I still remember that's what i call you last time. Hey, remember what i told you? Dont ever hesitate to look for me if you ever have a problem. Dont think of him anymore. I know its hard for you to let go now. Wounds need time to heal so do your heart. Nobody is asking you to forget him immediately, take your time. Yes, I may be happy that you broke up with him already but I dont want you to be so sad and frustrated now. He's not so good-looking or what. He's just good at flirting, NO MORE. He's damn useless, no back bone. T-S-K T-S-K.

He doesn't even know how to cherish you. I know you feel guilty and stupid. I know you hate yourself for not listening to us at the first place, but dont ever blame yourself because the decisions you made is what your heart wants. We just want you to be happy and we will always respect your decision. So just remember, you can tell me anything. Last but not least, I want you to know that I'm still here for you. Cheer up! You're a nice girl, he doesnt deserve you. Oh ya! Why do I sound like I'm a guy admiring you? HAHA! Friends forever :D

Thanks.

2009-10-30T12:18:00.000+08:00

Hello. I'm here to blog again. Ytd went out with cass, hahaha. And we went to alot of places! Bought quite alot of clothes but no bottoms. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, I WANT THAT MANGO SKIRT! So ex. Tsk. I bwant want want that mango skirt! And i accidentally hold an uncle's hand. YUCKS! All because of cass's fault! I HATE YOU! Yay tmr going out with bi already. We are gonna watch movie no matter what! Okay. That's all for today :D Bye.

Friends.

2009-10-27T16:56:00.002+08:00

Hey hey! Biyun, I want you to know that even though we are not as close as last time,

we are still friends. You can always look for me when you're in trouble etc etc.

. I want you to know that there are still better guys out

there and that he's not worth your love. Haha, so you better move

on with your life and get over him! Yay! JIAYOU!

35 more days. :D

New to blog.

2009-10-26T14:48:00.001+08:00

HELLO! New to blog so thanks to aaron ong, i manage to open a blog. Haha, thanks!

I know everyone is waiting for this post. Haha, dont know what to write. Tsk.

Think thats all :D Bye. Will update tmr~